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When I could not find any one to solve the puzzle of life and death, I just told my self, " Forget God. If I am too afraid of death and if there is no other alternative, I need to compromise with death. I must find out why there is a fear of death. I have to find out its useful factors. I should prepare myself to enjoy it. I need to seek maximum knowledge by best utilizing the present. Why should we be ignorant and afraid of our own Universe when we are the part of this universe! Since we are the part of this universe (nature), the nature (God) should be the most careful and friendly to us. The fear, pain and all our other disturbances must be a result of our own ignorance that leads us to a wrong environment where we try to be smarter than our naturally assigned limitations. We must accept that if we can't conquer the death or the fear of death, our life will be a complete waste. And, if we willfully try to forget the reality by remaining completely addicted to enjoy the sweetness of life, we are not different from an ordinary pigeon. The pigeon generally closes his eyes when a cat pounces on him. It may be that he perceives himself to be safe when not watching the attacking enemy.