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To my imagination, God can be a system or an intelligence force beyond our comprehension. It can create unimaginative conditions such as it can make you feel cold even if your body is in flames. But, we know that such conditions can also be created by hypnosis. We actually don't need more than that, as we are only concerned for the feeling of our own well-being. Why to seek full God when your purpose is solved? But I wished to go a little further since I am more concerned with life beyond death. I feel astonished to see people addicted to enjoy the temporary phase of life without any concern to their horrify end. The same people are found to be most disturbed if they happen to loose their little money purse. This strange behavior of humans does indicate that we are made to behave and feel that has already been planned by our creating system. I feel very sad to see the helpless innocent creatures dying at young age. I feel very painful when I have to kill the cockroaches, flies, mosquitoes etc. I can imagine the pain and agony of those suffering with AIDS and other dreaded diseases. I may be called weak hearted or coward, as I can't enjoy their sufferings. I want to know the real culprit behind the sufferings of all innocent creatures. I have a feeling that God too has limitations, as He can't save us from our sufferings. He can't help us to remain immortal. He is a slave to His own laws.